'My Gitanjali" or 'My silent screams to God' - IV

Everything belongs to you..
The smiles that never reached my lips
and died in the womb of my heart;
The words that never took shape
And were swallowed down with pain;
The songs that fell silent
And were buried somewhere deep within;
The laughter that died down
Even before it began;
I have nothing to claim as my own-
Not even the shadow that follows me around.